Back to blog...has been a long time since i blog..FINALLY i had finished my sub papers...dunno whether will i do well but...i have done my best...
series of event happening in just past 1 week ago...since the day i recieved my result...i knew sth is gonna happen to me...actually i planned to go for Luo Zhi Xiang autograph session on the 14 dec..wanted to go as i didnt have a chance for him to autograph on my album since the 3rd album till now...however i got BREAKAWAY youth camp on that day too...So struggle abit..and decided to go for the camp as i know and expecting sth different is gonna happen...i know i will have alot of opportunity to meet luo zhi xiang in the years to come(LOL)but not for BREAKAWAY youth camp...i was looking forward to youth camp...Wanted to be the best male camper in the camp...that was what i aiming for when i go for the camp...Things started to go haywire...i didnt do well for my semester exam...what hurts me was not i did badly for the exam but knowing that i was banned to go for the camp...It was like my dream has been robbed away...feeling down and depress through out the week..This is my first time facing parent objection...My parents are always(and still) opened minded...i was shock when they told me not to go for the camp...did some studying during the week but i cnt retain the information...OH MAN...MISSED OUT ALOT!!! for the camp...haix..
Things started to go back in place when Pst Kong started to preach...My faith tank was filled up till 100%...i like what pst said..."If u have nth good to say...SHUT UP!!Words have power...It bring Life or death" and it is really true...If sth -tve is gonna flow out from my mouth...i will tell myself shut up...I rather shut myself than God shutting my mouth just like Zacharias...I am impacted by pst's sermon..i was very touched by it...At that point...my feeling was like a worn out knight returning to God to be refilled after a battle...
After service...went to fellowship for awhile...and kelvin shared some words of encouragement to us...i was quite blessed by it...heb 12:1....it says that" we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witness...."We are actually surrounded by so great a cloud of witness who are our heroes of faith...people like Abraham,Issac,Mosses,king David and many more is cheering us on...circumstances may go against us...odds may stack against but remember...all our heroes of faith are cheering us on,shouting"JIA YOU!JIA YOU!DUN GIVE UP!"Bearing this in mind...i went home to study...
Mon-Wed was my exam...finally finished my exam..well..i frankly say...the papers are tough..hard to chew(LOL)..one of the most difficult exam i have sat...but i have DONE my best...having no regrets at all...Faith and Fear really do collide...have to asking myself to shut does -tve comments...warfare man...not jux up in the mind...After my 1st paper..i fall sick...feeling terrible...having a temperature of 38.9 degree Celsius..high fever..plus flu+sorethroat(a nasty one)+ ulcers in my mouth..PAIN!!was struggling but was comforted...Really thx God for all his provision for me...He is my great almighty God...PTL
Even of my exam stuff...man..the weather is really cold man..people are falling sick everywhere...PLS do take care of urself...(speaking to myself)lets hope that Singapore will have her 1st snow day...haha..
Well..gonna stop here now...(turning towards my PSP haha)Christmas is coming...it is not just a season of giving and recieving but Christ...
SO
TATA!
*OH..before i forgot...thank alot to those who are praying for me..really appriecated..thank u from the bottom of my heart..THX!!
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