Back to blog...has been a long time since i blog..FINALLY i had finished my sub papers...dunno whether will i do well but...i have done my best...
series of event happening in just past 1 week ago...since the day i recieved my result...i knew sth is gonna happen to me...actually i planned to go for Luo Zhi Xiang autograph session on the 14 dec..wanted to go as i didnt have a chance for him to autograph on my album since the 3rd album till now...however i got BREAKAWAY youth camp on that day too...So struggle abit..and decided to go for the camp as i know and expecting sth different is gonna happen...i know i will have alot of opportunity to meet luo zhi xiang in the years to come(LOL)but not for BREAKAWAY youth camp...i was looking forward to youth camp...Wanted to be the best male camper in the camp...that was what i aiming for when i go for the camp...Things started to go haywire...i didnt do well for my semester exam...what hurts me was not i did badly for the exam but knowing that i was banned to go for the camp...It was like my dream has been robbed away...feeling down and depress through out the week..This is my first time facing parent objection...My parents are always(and still) opened minded...i was shock when they told me not to go for the camp...did some studying during the week but i cnt retain the information...OH MAN...MISSED OUT ALOT!!! for the camp...haix..

Things started to go back in place when Pst Kong started to preach...My faith tank was filled up till 100%...i like what pst said..."If u have nth good to say...SHUT UP!!Words have power...It bring Life or death" and it is really true...If sth -tve is gonna flow out from my mouth...i will tell myself shut up...I rather shut myself than God shutting my mouth just like Zacharias...I am impacted by pst's sermon..i was very touched by it...At that point...my feeling was like a worn out knight returning to God to be refilled after a battle...

After service...went to fellowship for awhile...and kelvin shared some words of encouragement to us...i was quite blessed by it...heb 12:1....it says that" we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witness...."We are actually surrounded by so great a cloud of witness who are our heroes of faith...people like Abraham,Issac,Mosses,king David and many more is cheering us on...circumstances may go against us...odds may stack against but remember...all our heroes of faith are cheering us on,shouting"JIA YOU!JIA YOU!DUN GIVE UP!"Bearing this in mind...i went home to study...

Mon-Wed was my exam...finally finished my exam..well..i frankly say...the papers are tough..hard to chew(LOL)..one of the most difficult exam i have sat...but i have DONE my best...having no regrets at all...Faith and Fear really do collide...have to asking myself to shut does -tve comments...warfare man...not jux up in the mind...After my 1st paper..i fall sick...feeling terrible...having a temperature of 38.9 degree Celsius..high fever..plus flu+sorethroat(a nasty one)+ ulcers in my mouth..PAIN!!was struggling but was comforted...Really thx God for all his provision for me...He is my great almighty God...PTL

Even of my exam stuff...man..the weather is really cold man..people are falling sick everywhere...PLS do take care of urself...(speaking to myself)lets hope that Singapore will have her 1st snow day...haha..

Well..gonna stop here now...(turning towards my PSP haha)Christmas is coming...it is not just a season of giving and recieving but Christ...

SO
TATA!

*OH..before i forgot...thank alot to those who are praying for me..really appriecated..thank u from the bottom of my heart..THX!!

Overnight

jux really woke up now...had an overnight stay at my house with kelvin,lokies,jin hong,ayron and shyang zhi...played PS2 and PSP during the overnight...prayed for awhile at abt 4+am...WOW...it has been some time since i prayed so early in the morning..den went to have an EARLY breakfast...for no reason...i was very hungry...after eating fried noodles and chi chong fan(anw dunno how to spell LOL)...i am STILL hungry...but i didnt order other food like prata because i was told not to eat too much on the breakfast....after our breakfast...we went back to mu house to slp...ayron and lokies slept very soon they reached my hse..i had my turn after i transfer some files from lokies mp3...jux before i turn in...i saw kelvin and shyang zhi playing psp...i was like..WOW..they still had the energy to play...esp shyang zhi...before i slp i saw him playing..after i woke up he is still playing...i asked him whether he had slept..he told me yes...*DOTS*...jux realize that alot of ppl are getting addicted to PSP...HAHA...

It has been raining for the past abt 1week...and is very cold lah...i missed the sun man....but the weather is getting better...it is not raining now...but my room is like i had switch on air-con..2 MORE DAYS TO CAMP!!!!Looking forward to camp...Let's hope that it will be a good weather during the camp...i dun wan the rain to dampen the spirit...

Oh well...i am still sleepy though...the weather is jux right to sleep...i going back to sleep while waiting for josh's call...so that's all folks...going back to slp..tata...

zzz

FIRST DAY!!!FIRST POST!!EVERYTHING ALSO FIRST!!

SORRY for all the delays of the posts,WELL, just ended celebration for the new blog..

invited some of best singers like Andy Lau , 周华健+ some other popular singers from 20th century-21st century..(they dun wan me mentioning their names to pubicize for them),invited some best host in the entertainment world like wu zhong xian, fei ge and ect,some of the hip hop dancer came too..MOST IMPORTANTLY...invited Luo zhi xiang to be my special guest!That is the main thing of the event man..He sing and dance all his songs from the 1st to the recent album...the whole event was a successful one...pop some champagnes(well,abt 10 of it)..then had some yum seng...had some fireworks...GREAT SUCCESS!!

OK!lets get back to real life....ya...this is Joel...starting his 1st blog in 17yrs of his life...LOLs..i was impacted my Lokies blog so decided to start my own blog to write down how i feel and the encounters with Him.

IT'S BEEN 3 DAYS RAINING NON-STOP!!!!Omg...i miss the sunshine man....the service today was FABULOUS!!! I was touched by the massage...but the MAIN thing is at the end of the service. We were challaged to give more in the building fund..yes i did pledge a sum of money but today i gave sth more for the building fund...i was convicted by the massage...i emptied my wallet and pockets gave all that i have into the envelope...as i walk back to my seats after i put my envelope at the stage...God reminded me during the days of Mosses...In the days of Mosses..people kept coming forward to give their sacrifices..just the same way how our church has give..and the spirit man said if that happen to Mosses likewise God can do it way more for our church....as i began to worship..sth different between today and the day i pledge...the day i pledge i sense sacrifice..today i sense even more...in my spirit i smell a sense of sweet-aroma...i was sure that there wasnt food around and a sweet-aroma i have smell...God reminded me that He will build His own house if we sacrifice....got touched by God...the service ended with me with pocket's empty but full in the heart...PTL...

Well...i think i had enter much enough...going back to seek after His face....will update soon...

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