Revived

Thank God that He send Pastor Phil at the correct time...my faith level went down to -tve when i collected my result...hard to believe again...but Pastor Phil preached an awesome message on sat...my faith level is filled again..once again...having faith to believe that God will do a miracle again...He brought me to this place and He will not crash me wherever He brings His people...Make a point that i will not based on my feeling to judge my circumstance but going back to the word of truth again...After service...Kelvin,Shyang Zhi,Lokies,Sara and I spend some time to fellowship in church...Always love the feeling being together with the cg members...just sat down and relax...chit chatting..learnt alot of surprises in Shyang Zhi and Sara's life...

Had a combined cg at West coast park...met some people to have breakfast together...the whole game was super tiring...we really explore the whole of west coast...some places we were like"huh? got this place meh?"...but overall...had a very fun time together...This was my first time that Lokies chiong all the way...I guess it was the ben & jerry ice cream vouchers motivate him...OPPS..HAHA...really glad to see pei ying and ricson to join us..gonna meet them again on tuesday...they really walk the entire west coast with us and ricson help us alot when looking for the clue..had some fellowship at je KFC till 4 and we left for home...had dinner and fell asleep at 8...8 U KNOW!!!man..i must be very tired...

I AM GONNA TO PASS THE APPEAL!
AMEN

Disappointed

Just got back my result...was shocked...mixed feelings...dont know should i be happy or disappointed...but i had the disappointed feeling more than the happy ones...scored quite well for 2 subjects out of the 4...but failed the other 2...it score was like heaven and earth..that much different...i failed my human resource again....i just wrote my appeal letter and really hope for the best...if i failed HR again...then that it man..i am out of SIM...not that i dont want to study but kicked out my the school...i really dunno y i failed that subject...although the question was tough, i could answer them...felt that i have wasted my parents' $$...i am just wondering do hardwork really pays off? quite discouraged right now...:(

New Segment at my blog

From this week onwards...i gonna introduce some mv on my blog...u just gonna click on the play button....so for this week currently:

HOLIDAYS!!!

Finally, my first week of holiday...WAITED FOR U FOR A LONG LONG TIME AND FINALLY U ARE HERE!!haha...sorry...just missed my holidays...ok...too emotional..LOL...

Anw...finally back to post after 1 full month...haha...February has been a challenging month for me...beacuse of the SIM..i study for the exam for the longest time ever...(including their CA)...has been discussing with a friend about how SIM stretch our capacity in studies...but thank God for his wisdom, strength and many more...(since when can u stop giving thanks to God)haha...Has been setting goals for myself for the next semester already...I GONNA MAKE MORE FRIENDS!!!should not just hand out with just a few friends...Thank God for the friends i have...but i want to reach out to more...and also must put studies as the second priority right now...daddy and mummy has been putting high hopes on me...man..i not gonna disappoint them..so do my grandparents...will share more with my grandparents later...haha...

SO...march is here...alot of new things coming out...woo...excited...finally..i am attending voical lesson..not gonna be passive for the dream i had..finally...attended voical lesson at hai die(musicforest)...the teachers there were very friendly...my very first lesson was on last tue...learned ALOT of new things...the lesson was on breathing...it is important to breathe correctly...had some exercise on breathing part...thank God for carol...really..she was the 1st person to teach me how to breathe(correctly)...so i picked up the skill quite easily..but when it comes to "hissing and ahs"...man...i am still learning how to control...i had cramps after i did all the practise...it feels like it has been years i had activate the part in the body...since after the class...everyday i have been practising..(practice makes perfect?)for at least 1hr a day...proud of myself...LOL...i am gonna learn as much as i can...make some new friends in the class...quite shy(afterall it is our 1st time meeting)...


I had been going back to my grandparents' place to have lunch...has been fellowshipping with them quite awhile...i just feel relax whenever i go to my ah ma's place...talk to them..had alot of fun...what touches me the most was last wed...as usual i went back to have lunch...what touches me the MOST was the bought a roasted duck just for me...REALLY..they didnt even did that to anyone in the family...my ah ma was saying that ah gong bought the roasted duck just for u..they bought my favourite food!!tears in my eyes..i thank them...due to some past years and complicated background i had with my grandparents...always i wanted to salvage the relationship between me and them...man..to the people out there..plz...treasure your grandparents...come on...the days are already numbered..treasure them...dont wait till one it is too late...before jay chou song 听妈妈的话 was written, 阿嬤的話(ah ma de hua) had already been written..heard someone sing on thursday...memory of my grandparents flash pass me...starts missing them already...i going back on sunday!

Had movie with Lokies,kelvin,cynthia and her members..the movie was The Water Horse: Legend of the Deep...man..it was a great movie...it has been sometime since i went to the cinema..not update on moives..although there is no scary part..but i did cover my eyes when that boy was trying to find out the water horse...felt the story was quite touching...great movie though too draggy...4 stars!!

Has been slacking for the point i reached home till now...listening some songs...shiok!haha...got to catch some sleep now...tml service...FINALLY, i am join my CG FOR SERVICE!!ok..gtg now...

nitex

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